Full moon over my house 2009no matter what, it is always going to be about how much you can take in life- and how much you are willing to put up with, and in the end if the trade off is worth it, good for you!
What it took me forever to learn is that in the whole scheme of things, it was and is totally appropriate to consider so many things, not the least of which- my own feelings, and wants and needs and goals and good traits and shortcomings. . .weird to learn this lesson now, after a lifetime of not knowing.
Too many things to go into now- know that things are feeling. . .odd right now, in the words of Gandalf- the deep breath before the plunge is under the umbrella. Not sure why I have this feeling that something is about to break, or go wrong or bottom out or implode- have felt this way before, and know better than to ignore it. All other times of this creeping dread have resulted in well, it has always been, in hindsight, very appropriate to feel this way after all was said and done. . .Gottenyu!!!! So tired right now- hope it doesn't suck too badly. . .
Best for all concerned to batten down the hatches and wait for it to pass. . .
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